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"I am nothing"

 I told a mutual friend just the other day, "They have very nearly destoyed her." She doesn't feel that there is anyone left in the world who can be trusted,  nobody who is not by their very nature Cruel, and waiting for the next opportunity to hurt her or in some way take advantage of her vulnerability...  What was worst of all was that she seemed to believe that somehow she deserved this fate, this very nearly perpetual state of being... That she had done something which caused all this  That she was guilty of so many terrible transgressions. It was so sad to see, but of course i knew why. She had told me her story in great detail over several years, and then again and again when I thought I had heard everying, suddenly and unexpectedly  she bring up  something which was for her little world...  earthshaking...  So, yes,  I do know why this has happened. why she has come to such a completely hopeless view of herself or for anything ever being better.   But she is, and w
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Backstory Material >>>Suggested, but not required... your first fork in the Road: Philip Seymour Hoffman as Lester Bangs in the film "Almost Famous" (Unti...

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(Post # 1) He didn't think of himself as being especially esoteric...

(Post #1) (Draft Copy- work in progress) He liked to describe himself as being ecclectic and non-doctrinaire, but of course he knew that he was Different in subtle, yet Sometimes quite significant ways... He laughed to himself   His own kids had said to him more than once , "Dad, you are not like other people! Not at all." He smiled more  and moved on to a memory of a friend from work, Rose. She once told him after knowing him for eight or nine years that when she first met him,  watched him work, and talk in staff meetings, she wondered if he really had come from another planet. She turned out to be his most trusted friend in terms of being able to count on someone to tell him      the truth, especially if he was making some huge mistake, but everyone else was afraid to say anything or question his judgement .  ... ¿Can I Count On YOU? It is a recurring question  which is implied and underlies all kinds of relationships at at every stage of life. Lol You can see that I have
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